why ?? T.T

什么都不想。。。
我还活着吗？？?

=(

HATE making decision !!!!

but i know i had grown up
and nobody decide for me >.<

nobody....
nobody....

perhaps i should ask mummy.....
omg.....i can't
i am not a small girl in her heart



i miss childhood !!

why am in this way ?

i hate hate hate thing changes so fast
i have no time to think about it

i hate hate hate myself for changing my mind so fast
i hate hate hate myself for being so inconfident
i hate hate hate myself for not having firm decision most of the time
i hate hate hate myself for saying "i don't know" so frequent

Does God create me in this way?

i have no idea

i need Your guide