God is good

had a terrible day on friday
was very late for ocf as i suppose to be reach early for ushering stuff =(
and then something horrible happened at our house

somehow i didn't know why and how i made a random and sudden decision to stay over at friend's house
if i go home last night as usual after ocf, i would have bump into the 2 scary men that knocked our door late at night
gosh....not dare to imagine what would happen if it really happen

now i really get what a friend told me 2 years ago
God is in control
it won't happen if it's not in His plan

am amazed by His grace


ocf was good last night
had 2nd class of alpha course
"If we are angry, we are murdering our heart."
this really strike my mind
why was i so stupid to angry about the unnecessary things that people joked on me
all those are not really important to me
there is a lot more beneficial things that is waiting for me to do
why was i so stupid to waste energy to be a slave of anger
all those are not my purpose in my life

God is good =)
because i am no longer nobody